05 Sep The Sanctuary

And it didn’t take long before the flashback of that moment to yet again, continue to re-appear within my mind. Like the sunset that comes everyday, it is re-occuring, the shivers in which it gives me are almost never-ending, terrifying onto that very last moment. So now I’ve created a new place, deep within some waving light, that will in which mark every movement, from this day onward, for my day’s are only growing shorter. My heart beats faster, though I have yet to determine if this is in fact a problem or not. Despite all of this, I still go on about my poisoness ways, healing only during the night. With the 3rd Advent of course, quickly approaching, the nights once again grow darker than before, gradually night by night. My plotting, wandering, scheming, is endless, done all under the stars. And while writing this very note, my heart still aches for you, for I understand the “balance” and sacrifice that is essential, that many have not recognized yet. I put my life on the line once, but I only with strange paradoxes on my tail. Things are different now, I swear it on my heart.