27 Jun Of Embers and Envelopes

I stand where I am today due to my own failures and the twisting of time that is now far out of reach. For in a place far In Between, fates were born, fates that in which exist for the sole purpose of swallowing me whole. For now even I exist in a time of more serious matters, while you traverse greater lands, fighting greater battles. For the darkness that roams and seeks war here is not of darkness from other men, but of myself only. Perhaps it was in fact the Universes final gift to me, perhaps it was my longing finally manifested, or perhaps it is just the final mistake that will come back to catch me – I suppose only time will tell.

I have begun to craft these words again not because of sheer interest, but because the calling of fires that has now begun once again. During these days the flares have begun to grow brighter, though less consistent as I seek to become one with the violent flame that I once was. I know it to be dangerous, harmful, but at the same time revealing the answers I seek – helping me find my way. It is a force that leads us to light and death – simultaneously. 

In the time I have leading up until I know what will be a trial of its own, I know I must seal the ember that will soon be born from the various visions, memories, and longings that I hold so dear, deep down inside. Such an ember will prove to be a great force during this sinister time that is afoot. And though I know not of your true intentions, your true self – this heart of mine has strangely grown a longing to you, and it is because of this that I must leave once again.