29 Jun All We Know Is Loss

The state of fearlessness in which I have been met with in this moment has now morphed into something which has now helped me see this new Trial in a different light. For many believe, as we are fearless, that we would not suffer from the repercussions of our steadfast actions. The lack of hesitation, the will to meet failure at its eye if need-be has slowly, but surely become something that I am now much more familiar with – something I am much more willingly soon to say is a part of me, however the pain and the sacrifice remains the same.

Thus far, in all of this, I have gain nothing of permanent value, nothing in essence that will help lead out into the wall of shadows which await in the near distance, nothing that will help bring together the symmetry which will soon be seen as so apparent, yet at the same time, so mysterious to this timeline, causing it to once again shake. I know in that, that much greater loss lies on the road ahead. For I can sense a strife much greater than what I’ve come to know, and a burden much greater than I have now to bare – fleeting it’s way towards my lines. I know not of the exact circumstances which lie ahead, I know know of the loss we who have been deemed fearless have known since we’ve come here.