04 Nov Risings: Too illuminate Flaws

I too saw it all coming, headed towards our direction like a train in the distance.  It made me think twice about my stance, about the strange place we resided in, about the odd time that I remained enacted to. Sometimes I’m left to wonder, especially during day’s like these, if it were worth all the heartache, if it were worth the exile, if it were worth the birth of the shadows that I have recently climbed up into. I know those day’s are now of an older era, and during this period of Rising, I now stand stronger than which I had stood during that time. But even still, I am left with many un-answered questions as echoes race throughout my core.

You breathe from the same depths of darkness that he had. Laced within a veil that keeps your darkened heart to earth, tied to mine, in essence you are the spawn of him, but you are also all of what I have become and hidden. Infiltrating these odd timelines as I drift in and out of sleep, you block a path, a path the 5th sleep must take to fully settle in. The 5th sleep, now approaching the seasons bay, creepily ready to engulf all that I am. This time however I am ready to listen and receive, for the road ahead has seemed to blurred. And while I know he also speaks comfort to me, it is not enough, not consistent enough, to keep me on the right path. I need something more until his return.

It has become less clear to me now weather the 4th has moved within reach, or has moved further out of since the period of Vanishings. I cannot say as of now. For many different glimmers and voices speak to me in odd, yet soothing frequencies, I am ultimately left in a daze. I know now as the departures begin to take place once again, new lights will begin to glow and the darkness that trails ever so quickly behind me will only grow more desperate for war to commence. I know there will be times where I will tremble, and shake like flames as the echoes return. However now, during this time, I seek war with you, for you, cannot become me.