29 Jan I – From Where I Sleep (The Shadows Within Me)

From where I sleep, the echo’s have grown nothing but fiercer over these periods. From all the past rests that have taken place, the echo’s would grow fiercer and fiercer. Futures that had once seemed to be tied into a knot have begun to come undone, and entropy has begun to begin once again.

I have fallen, time and time again; but despite this, the reverberations continue to make themselves clearer. For I could hardly contain my heart from leaping out upon laying eyes on the dress that slowly made it’s way up the long and dangerous staircase, worn by a silhouette whose essence spoke of the fourth and brighter futures.

It is the very darkness that I have spent years and years fighting off around me, that resides within me now. Such a shame I am now, such a shame I have become. I am a mere shadow of what I once was, and while the threshold was reached not too far ago, the person that I have returned to now is one that seeks rest over all, one that seeks rest over expansion.

Hours are running low on this force and all that it has become. It wishes to swallow me whole, never to set me free. But I know that if I can control this force, along with myself, it shall give me a glimpse into the echo’s to receive the waves I have been reaching out for – for so long.