22 Oct New Birth/The Second Sleep

It has been several days since I have last made a imprint here at the Sanctuary.  I suppose I should first start out by saying, at midnight exactly, on 10/2, it seemed that all the paradoxes, odd loops, and strange dreams came to a cease. When I awoke that next morning, everything was exactly how it was before the exile. You had returned, though wound in some strange mindset which was so strange mind-set, I was left with some odd un-easy feeling. It was only until a week or so later that I had soon realized, that the paradoxes in which were created during the time of the exile were in fact gone, however they still left their marks, some deeper than others. And while I’m still trying to discover if these marks can be healed, it seems as of now that my very well-being and existence, prevent any healing to be done, or at the least my very presence. Despite all of this, the tasks that now present themselves before me are simply of even more importance, these tasks in which must be of full completion before the dawn of the new Advent. It is probably just as important to mention that the Second sleep has in fact begun to settle in, and while it’s still making it’s arrival, I can only imagine several days the dreams will return once again. I know I must still remain to keep myself calm and collected, especially considering the amount of work that still is left to be done. But I now find myself more distracted, the only thing I am worried about is keeping you feeling loved, secure, and happy. My issues however only continue to rise, I can only pray at this point for you to grant me your guidance and strength to be able to carry out the remainder of these tasks before this time ends.