31 Mar The | In | Between | Awakes

Shakings are beginning to occur violently here, they have stirred up the shadows of this place and are currently of some unknown force. Something has begun to move so swiftly or has made a decision of such importance that it almost seems as if a Calamity is soon to be unleashed. No longer am I tied down by waves of sleep, however the echoes that have spoken to me speak words of darker things to come here – almost as if a certain fate has been sealed. Fortunately, the things that have once kept me at bay are beginning to fade away, slowly, one by one. 

I know soon a boat will set sail out onto some dark and violent sea in hopes of restoring and finding what was once lost and destroyed in a storm on the edge of an area. Though it is none of my concern, movements have begun to take place here as well, which have pushed me to come to the swift conclusions that my search here must continue. This place is truly like no other, and though I know it is due to my own stagnation and curiosity that I am here, I also know that the only exit to exist is the entrance that is no longer reachable from where I am standing, and so here I must stay.

The only lights that shine here are the lights of many that still hold hope, they dream to one day receive liberation, to one day receive the very love they have longed for their entire lives. My light is nothing but a flickering glimmer, for even I am unsure of what hope I truly hold. For so many futures have been shown to me now that I am left in confusion as to which I can avoid, and which I will fall victim to.

My heart knows that it must endure darkened blows that it will soon receive as I continue my way onwards through this place. For it is true, the echoes and cycles are my worst enemies, with the shadows as my only true place of refuge here; a place that provides safety in exchange for the very little hope that I hold. The light that I contain is not enough to break these thickets of shadows that cloud the heights of this place, and even though I know more will come as this place shakes violently, announcing it’s own awakening, I am forced to move forward – in hopes to transmute the very darkness here that has been trailing behind me for so long.