06 Jul Before Duality

The struggles that I shall endure now are of the first strikes of a war that has been waiting to be waged for eras. This time has proven itself to be more crucial than ever, and even know I am finding myself trembling once more. For with each passing hour, I am often reminded of the day’s of grander lands and newer lights – before I knew of the evil that lurked around every corner, that hid within the shade of every shadow. But even now, more than ever – I can see where I am failing, I can see where I am fading. I knew this would all carry its way over, even once the Dark Night had temporarily subsided, and it is why the stillness remains inside of me even now – for the acceptance that I learned to hold all those day’s ago had never left, it still clings to me like the aura of fate, it still knows my name.

When I awoke here, in this place that I had once known as The In Between, I knew that all that has been between had expanded a thousand folds, and that fates, curses, and dreams alike would all be twisted up into a life that I never would have wished to set foot into. Though once that darkness subsided, I knew the hours were once again only lingering to count down the minutes until it’s return, and so here I know seek redemption, reconciliation, divination, and so much more before Shadows that once rose make their return here. 

For, even though this is still all before the Duality must take place – I can still sense the peaceful, yet violent call of Fate. It is ringing it’s hypnotizing bell, promising road of many futures, a road of the redemption, reconciliation, and divination that I have sought out for so long. For while the Shadows began to rise did I learn of these things and all it would take to claim them, I feel I had only scratched the surface, and now I must finish my task. For on greater grounds than this, a war is now being waged and fates are being set in stone. But that is not my battle. For now with my infinite amount of failures behind me I shall take all that I know from this lack and life and forge it into final ounce of strength I have come to know. This is all Before Duality.