13 Jun CrossRoads

I have spent much time venturing throughout this place; a place that speaks of Fates and Redemption as some unprecedented force which I am free at will to choose. This is all so new to me; to be born and free only to be captivated by the violent waves which erased all that I once held only to be given a second chance – was only the beginning. Since that time, and since the Exiles presence, I had squandered across a place much greater, much vaster, but similar to this – which spoke of darkened fates, but also endless possibilities. 

The futures that I see are never clear, they glimmer and speckle in the night, but that is all I can make out – I cannot see the writing in which they contain. So with that, I am left with my senses only; which speak of a time where a force with equal strength of me, will fight for me in hopes of obtaining a freedom that I have not even yet accepted. This force is begging, yearning, dreaming and aiming for this freedom – it truly knows no other life without it.

But while at these CrossRoads I have realized that a choice must be made, a direction which will inevitably lead to a Fate that I am yet to be aware of. The shadows speak of a time at the edge of some darkened Trial where all shall be taken from me again, they speak of a moment at the edge of this era where all cycles, echoes, and shadows alike begin to collapse in on itself – creating a paradox which will ripple through all I know, and all that I had once known. The moment will be a dangerous one, and even now, the faint, yet, sharp and darkened images flickr throughout my mind.

I am truly at a loss of words. At a loss of thought. For I know the decision I make now is truly the only decision left available to me. For you, the fourth have said it yourself; that I am not yet ready for all that I dream – that I must now do and reach what I have longed to do and reach eras ago – before land of Castles embraced me. It is now that in this very moment, a force so strong, so divine, yet so dangerous has now begun to settle within me once again. It is with this very force that I must continue my way through this place and to reach what I had once fell from so long ago. I am so close, but time is running out.