03 Dec Day II ~ Intros of Arrivals & Departures

They all came so quick, yet stayed for so brief. It was my understanding that they were more than likely at great danger avoiding the time they have been sentenced to sleep, so I managed to have one of my most trusted activate the searchlights once again, to save them and provide them shelter. Too much time lately has been spent pondering, but it is quite amazing how both painful, yet informative your failures can be to oneself.  For pondering almost gets me nowhere, yet today I was gifted a sudden birth of energy to stay on task, and once again remain awoken. Perhaps it was your sudden return, and the warmth you provided me that in which allowed me to be engulfed in such sudden strength, I suppose I will truly never know. Despite all of this, I also had learned that indeed, unless the fates change, I will remain lonesome quite unfortunately, until the Dawn of the new Advent, or perhaps longer. Though I do not yet know exactly to what extent of lonesome, but I can only take so many actions to completely avoid this. And when my focus shan’t be solely on me, it could all end up becoming a complete waste of time.