08 Dec Day VI & VII ~ Blackouts

Where do you rest? And why in which do you make me walk this path alone? It is almost evident to me that the past in which our souls have floated on for so long has been destroyed, and swallowed whole by some strange, dark, and inevitable force. This heart, will forever, and always remain longing for you. For a simple moment of peace including you, for something many others have already experienced. For once the new Advent arrives, all things in that in which were dying, will either die, or will come alive once again. As this is the way of life, and even the greater one high above cannot defy this principle. I have ran, and denied so far, both for you, and from you. But to think you could be the enemy is way beyond me. Truthfully, for as things are now, I some reason wished that you never stepped in, that perhaps you never knew the secrets that hung deep within my walls, plastered with an iced finished. For now because of me, because of you, I must die and start anew

~It’s only in your dreams..