22 Dec Day XX & XXI ~ Souls in Transmission/Eternal Evenings

Lord in which resides on higher ground, I call upon you tonight. My personal desires to call upon you for strength, forgiveness, guidance, faith, and even her, are never ending. For you know this, as you hear my every cry, and feel my every prayer. Today the skies grew dark, much darker than before, as already a grim fate has washed over these lands, a fate that is in which inescapable, a fate that in which resides in time loops, and time chambers, roaming into some dark and mysterious infinite abyss. For years and years this fate has taken hold on every soul, every mind, body and heart, while you could not do more but spin in anguish, and watch us suffer, silently. But those who do not truly understand, can never comprehend why the ways, of such a great creator are. However, I, fortunately hold the knowledge of the balance, and to a certain degree, can cope and understand why things are. It is what I have stated above, it is inevitable. Is our entire path, simply sketched on some blank white sheet above, with you only watching our every move? Or perhaps it is different, maybe more like I hoped,  with every corner leading to an infinite amount of paths, one in which must be taken, only to lead to more infinite paths, out of the one that will be chosen. But since there is suffering, and since their is sin, it is clear now why such souls are in need of transmission. I pray that no wander, nor man, nor woman, child, or adolescent, must be forced to walk these roads. I have prayed for years, to allow us to continue the suffering, while the darker sides may be lifted into some new light. However, this decision is nor yours, nor minds, it is simply written, set in stone, but a never ending puzzle, the balance will always be mandatory.

        So as the night falls on me now, and as I miss the radiant rays of love through this day, I can only pray to you, that perhaps some how, a miracle maybe? That I will be allowed this path once again, however with only a different self to travel with. And so, at this moment, as these souls dance in exhilarate in these darker night skies, I know that one may never be lost in the night, for the night is when these very lights shine brightest, and guide the way to the new Advent. I know now, that regardless of whether such suffering will continue, or whether happiness will find it’s way, or both, a new Dawn is now coming to birth.