26 Oct New Trauma

Take me back to the times where I used to dream sweet, take me back to the times where dreams used to dispel answers and truths that I used to seek. Take my back to the moments in times where visions used to heal and bring me to greater heights that I’d never thought I’d dream to know. Take me back to peace, take me back to solace. During these moments in time in these Hollows I can feel new wounds being made. For now, I dream of greater violence and tragedies – events that shake me to my very core. The events that were those moments of Duality have came with curses of their own, new traumas that I am forced to fight and struggle against whilst I traverse this path towards the final light that remains, the final flame.

I have no time for healing, nor do I have time to stop and contemplate the actions of doing so – for those of us who have been left behind are those of us who are now being courted by the devouring shadows and fates alike which wait patiently past the coming next moment of Equality which also patiently waits. As I tread my way through these inevitable Hollows which make up this remainder of this path towards the final flame – I have come to learn the ways of the root of all evil, a force of nature and duality itself, a way of life that has been misconstrued – a darker force which has always been meant to be, an inevitable force put in place by the universe itself. It’s whispers tell me that those who seek out the final flame will inevitably be put in its place – without exception. For soon, I must become a darkness that is greater than the blackness I have come to know, I must become a shadow darker than the Warrior of Shadows himself, I must become something which can hold fires through the darkest of nights.