18 Dec Of Darkest Hours: Higher Powers

For days I have prayed to some higher powers to show to me what new path lies ahead. Though I feel my next steps burning within my soul, it still remains unclear to me what exactly they are. The final resting hours are soon to be at hand, for then the 4th sleep will be at it’s strongest before coming to a close. The visions and images that have been put in my head only fill me with more questions, and this burning feeling inside doesn’t help the pressure either. The sinking feeling inside however, speaks of a current absence that will forever be so. And while that day has not yet arrived yet, I fear for my well-being the day that it does. It is an exhausting process. To spend so much time fighting for something, only to see it all go to waste. Though I know it all came down to my actions, I ultimate let the darkness win during those afternoon days. This new path is bound to be a lonely one, and while I fear what the morning sun will do to my weakened heart, I have faith that some higher powers will help me see it all through. The oaths that I have made, may have put my in shackles for an eternity, but I will always be ready to fight to claim what is mine, always.