28 Jul Out of Control

Shaking uncontrollably in this state some call life has now become reaction that I have come to quickly adapt here. Long as it come and go throughout the ages as I have been thrown in and out of sleep. Not only by pills that were laced with things I’ll likely never know, but also during the darker hours, hours that in which were nothing like of those that are quickly approaching now.

My every being wishes to return to whom that is you. For as long as I continue to tread In Between I know that you will always remain apart of me, for your fragments have now turned to shadows as well, shadows that I know too well are soon to strike, shadows that I must soon confront after all of this time. I was once a warrior of the light, for while I knew of darker nights, I also knew of the radiant beams that once made me feel whole. It seems now however, here, I will know of another state, a state that lies more In Between, a state that has become apparent the more and more I lose control.

For now, I have begun to feel the power flowing through me once again as the peak of the energy that flows through me will soon begin, before the night that I dread arrives.  It is a shame, for aside from the visions of a brighter light and a newer life, I hold not a single fucking answer for what will take place once the black shroudmthat covers this expanded place that lies In Between; for I feel everyday is a Fate of it’s own, yet Final Fates are now being strung into place.