23 Oct Radiance

Dear Voices in the Night,

My intentions were never meant to cause harm on either side, but that’s truly all they were, simply intentions. But as we are all nothing but humans, well most of us, wouldn’t it be fully impossible for our actions to be seen as anything higher than “Intentions”? For everything is nothing but a plan until carried out. The full outcomes of these plans can nor be known or predicted by any living being. A mother who is ready to give birth, has the intent, wish, and plan to give birth to the beautiful life in which resides inside of her, however we all know, often, this birth evolves into some fatal chaos, for one or even both sides. Though this is quite a sensitive example to bring up, I can say with all belief, that it was nor the child, nor the mothers plan, intent, & wish, for the birth to outcome to some fatal disaster. We all walk a different path intending these various outcomes, we put our heart, blood, sweat, and tears into these journey’s, sometimes only to become engulfed in failure and nothing but it. It often amazes me to know how unknowingly sketched our life is. However for you, and all those like you, I can only pray that you will be blessed with the most beautiful sketching above all, a masterpiece carved into your soul.  But I, I must remember my exile was only temporary, an intended “brief” suspension. While I may not be able to predict the outcomes of my return, I can state now, that in my current state, another down-fall will be death, and that will mark the end of this physical heart beat.