07 Oct Risings: Echoes of the 5th Sleep

It has begun it’s movement once again. Foolish I am, for believing something I still hold much mystery, and lack of understanding for, would suddenly depart from my being, despite the arrival of the new Advent. It echoes throughout my cores as I drift in and out of sleep, it is a pain, yet satisfaction that I trouble to describe. The echoes seem different this time around, as now they seem to obey my commands, though, I feel at any moment this could change, and I could very well become a victim once again.

I know soon, it will surely settle in, the 5th sleep, and the process will engulf me once again. Even as the echoes ring throughout my cores, I am reminded of you, and all that once was. This damages me, yet lifts me up at the same time. It is a strange process, and for this I have let go of all resistance. It surely teases me with glimpses of my various ends, however I must not let this shake me, for once it fully arrives, it will provides answers that I have been seeking out for what feels to be forever.

I know you had it to, and a feeling has begun to linger within me that speaks of the possible 4th. I try to pay very little attention, for this feeling often comes and goes, however now, it feels much stronger than ever, I for one feel – much stronger than ever. There is very little hesitation left inside of me, for I have been advised that my ends are endless and they are forever cycling throughout the endless lines in space. When the time comes, I will be ready to let it engulf me, swallowing all that I am, but for it to control me, is entirely different on it’s own.