22 Oct Risings: Lights In The Distance

The echoes of the first departure have begun to echo to me once again. It happens off and on, now and then, at some unsteady and random pace. The flashes of all that I once knew, and all the once was has begun to sharply pierce my mind once again, shaking all that I am, leaving me trembling every now and then as I continue my way throughout this strange place. I however, have also begun to receive glimpses once again of some odd futures, and as the lights call to me once again, they speak words of some strange ascension.

One by one, each and every chain that has held me back since the period of the exile, are now falling off, unlocking, unraveling at a steady pace. Though all that I had once clinged to is now faded within some strange dark and distant past, the lights that shine brightly ahead speak words that are much louder, much stronger. It’s pulling me in closer now.

But while all of these brighter things are now being revealed to me, the things of darker ways have also begun to move quickly within me as well. For it is for these very things that I remain the way that I am, for it is because of these things that I know I am closer to a new war than I have ever been. But I cannot be held back now, for soon I will grow a strength like new wings that shall carry me to new heights, but battles must be won, before this threshold can be reached. I knew you would be engulfed in confusion if you stood here now, for all that is happening now is of some magnitude that even still, remains quite foreign to me. And as the 5th sleep begins to make it’s way through the darkened lines of the shadows I dwell in, I do grow somewhat weaker, at a more rapid pace. For soon it will swallow up all that I am, and I will be a victim for its agenda once again.