31 Oct | Ruins Within, Shadows Between |

The time has come for me to finally accept this place, and the path that it seems to have me on. My time here in essence is inevitable, as these walls begin to shift around me, the ground now breaking at it’s seams. The shadows which veil all of the above have begun to move in a vigorous pace, but from within them I can feel the golden feeling of ending transmissions, similar to the ones like many who once came before me have spoke of – their words now apart of the cycles that remain here and the echoes that violently seek to claim all that I am.

A warrior I am no longer, for the fight that was once apart of me has been has long since been passed onto something greater, something higher, that still remains unknown to me. The strength that remains within me now is a mere spec of what it once was, and with it even quickly running out, my time to make use of this light is quickly running thin as well. For thirst I crave, but at the same time, the feeling of rest and release from this torturous place also beckons to me. I know in time however, that a force will soon manage to make it’s way across this ever expanding place, hovering over the shadows, yet still piercing it’s way through the seems, and with it’s arrival, I shall grow weaker by the day.

For in this moment, I am stuck In Between, my current Fate not yet accepted. But now as a final offering, I have been given a chance to Rise, a chance to rise from these foundations which are breaking, a chance to join the very darkness that I am becoming, to veil myself from the forces which seek to swallow me whole. I know that the risk is more dangerous and mysterious than anything that I have ever come to know, but I also know that I attend to use every ounce of bravery left inside of me, all the way up until memories and visions take hold – and that fateful night manages to creep it’s way in. For as long as I am in the center, my every action, every move, every breath that will soon be taken shall create ripples that may become waves like I used to know. 

With you traversing to your hearts content, ready to take on the coming war, I know you too shall soon meet the darkness, for I have learned that it is inevitable. For your test is of great importance, more than you have ever known. I pray that when your day comes, and when they come for you, you can stand your ground, one last time, for the small glimmer of hope that remains in this line, that remains in this slowing heart of mine.