16 Sep Some Growings

With the second sleep about now here, I always find it a bit nice to be able to look to my dreams for answers, instead of having to spend endless hours trying to come up with a reasonable explanation for the things in which are happening, and are making a strange feeling onto me on a daily basis. Though this time is a very critical, so I must keep some sort of balance. At this time, dreams are almost like an exercise, too much, and I’ll awake extremely tired, short breathed, and this could lead to very annoying inconsistencies during work, and travel hours. It wasn’t only until today however, that it truly hit me, I knew that very moment that the 2nd sleep was basically here, after having that dream. Though I cannot speak on it at this time, I will say however that it did enable me to have a different outlook on some of the things in which are happening now. I also know that I must keep on moving. Staying stagnant will only increase the growing in which these pains are now enduring, the 3rd Advent will inevitably change things so drastically, I must be prepared, and stable for whatever may occur. It was all thanks for this dream that gave me some realization, but at the same time, made things extremely worse…