10 Aug Town of Transparency: .Waves

The Dawn of the Mourning has long since begun. I knew eventually I would begin to experience the sorrow regarding your vanishing, though originally, it had not hit me as hard as I originally had thought.  Now, as I am in and out of sleep, odd messages have begun to re-occur, after much time, I feel as if I am being told what truly happened, what truly took place during those final cold days where I knew my failure was imminent.

I now stand at an odd position of immense strength and weakness. For I know all that I had originally fought for, must not go down in vain, sinking into violent seas along with all else I have loved and cherished.  I must now see where I stand, and build myself up to take on the final strange places of this strange land and perhaps find you once again.

The sun shines at an odd angle in the distance, beaming a place flowing with strange and blood pumping feeling. It is familiar, yet entirely different at the same time. I feel here my strengths will be tested, and my soul will be judged, as now the true test has begun to determine if I am worthy yet again. The failures of the old era still haunt me till this day, shocking and shaking my mind endlessly, pounding at my heart like a disease. It is truly sickening to the soul.

But from the ashes of all that I lost must rise new futures, a new strength, a new light. It seems to all start here. For now, we walk this path alone, it is not like before. You and I both knew of the inevitable end that awaited us, I warned you time and time again. For time and it’s shifts had it’s own plans, and earth as we know it is changing like never before. Those who I have left behind will always remain close in the heart, for I know that sometime, someday, within an infinite future, we will all meet again. I know my end draws nearer with every hour that passes, but this doesn’t bother me so. The distance I must walk to reach this place is of a few short times, but I know I am ready to meet this destination.

As strange feelings now wash over me, like a violent ocean wave, I pray and hope this place provides to the guidance to my next direction. I have lost too much from this all, to where there is nothing left that I can truly lose.