27 Apr Where We Find Ourselves

The place that we find ourselves is truly not much further than the place where we had originally set-out from. In essence, this place holds both the lines of what we once were, and what we truly wish to become. We move through these places in such urgency to hopefully one day progress onwards, in hopes of reaching new heights, in hopes of covering new ground. Perhaps that is the true way to ultimate growth, or perhaps we are missing a piece to the puzzle.

This place has awoken, and with it’s awakening come echoes that I had once sworn would never make their way towards me again. Wrong was I, for what echoes to me now is a place that has come into shape based solely off of my inability to move forward, based off my constant failures, and falling’s that take place shortly after every Rising that I endure. In the past, you were there, along with many to light my way. But since those times are now lost, along with all of them – I am my only light. I am the only beacon that remains.

A new and vigorous Dawn is taking place. It has been said to be short lived but will illuminate the fates of many that glimmer much to faintly for us to see the true lines that await us. While I am still skeptical of my own, this new place that has now come into existence speaks of second chances, and believes in the state of redemption. Though it will be nothing like what I know must be taking place on a much grander plane, I know that this dream of a place can help guide me towards the state I wish to reach, and the whispered and rumored exit of this place.

Where I find myself now is in a final stride that will determine the outcome of these lines, and whether or not even more shadows will emerge and begin to takeover here. For the place I am stuck in now is a place where the clash between light and dark is everlasting, where love and hate is at constant conflict, and where life and death is only a choice away. They say here is what will lead me to become something much more grand beyond all I could ever imagine, to lead me to all that I have ever dreamed. But first I must take the step, take the chance, a chance worth giving it all for – one last time.